When i read "hope for nothing" i right away fast forwarded to the only phone call i had from my dad. He told me something like: " i am at the hospital waiting to dead, my life was happy very happy, i love you but never try to see me at the hospital". End! Curtain! That were the last words i heard from him. My reaction, i took my car drove randomly on unknow countryside shrink road hoping i smash on the first tree i was inconsolable but i survived to this black horrible day.
My dad abandonned me when i was little i saw him in happy years one hour once a year in a fancy restaurant.
I can relate your own fear so well. My dad was my all world, my lost heroe even if he was not beside me.
We're living to experience. Trauma like this made me better i think because i owe him the person i am now.
Hoping you will just enjoy each moment ahead with your dad without thinking to what about his health. Do not be afraid, just enjoy and smile to everywhere single instant you get to share together will be my advice.
Thank you Stéphane. Reading your comment is like a warm hug. I am glad you survived that day and are here with us today. Best wishes from me to you always.
Bonjour Val,
When i read "hope for nothing" i right away fast forwarded to the only phone call i had from my dad. He told me something like: " i am at the hospital waiting to dead, my life was happy very happy, i love you but never try to see me at the hospital". End! Curtain! That were the last words i heard from him. My reaction, i took my car drove randomly on unknow countryside shrink road hoping i smash on the first tree i was inconsolable but i survived to this black horrible day.
My dad abandonned me when i was little i saw him in happy years one hour once a year in a fancy restaurant.
I can relate your own fear so well. My dad was my all world, my lost heroe even if he was not beside me.
We're living to experience. Trauma like this made me better i think because i owe him the person i am now.
Hoping you will just enjoy each moment ahead with your dad without thinking to what about his health. Do not be afraid, just enjoy and smile to everywhere single instant you get to share together will be my advice.
Thank you Stéphane. Reading your comment is like a warm hug. I am glad you survived that day and are here with us today. Best wishes from me to you always.